But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.
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But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you. We move on, put those dreams away Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day. How could I know that everything would change? Except the way I miss you. Sunday, April 22, 2007
equanimity "what is it you have lost that you are grieving for? what had you brought into this world that you have lost? whatever you gained, you gained from this world. whatever you lost, you lost to this world. what belongs to you today, belonged to someone else yesterday and will belong to someone else tomorrow." - From the Bhagavad Gita
i took the above passage from the calendar on my table. it got me thinking, especially the part: what belongs to you today, belonged to someone else yesterday and will belong to someone else tomorrow. equanimity. the steadiness of mind under stress. a quality i do not possess. i have been helping the bf sort and pack things in his room. he's moving house at the end of the month but he's currently having exams, so i have been helping him get started with the packing. today, i was reading some of his 'love notes/letters' from his secondary and jc sch days while arranging them neatly into a box for safekeeping. of course i was reading them with his permission. well at least i think so.. he kinda said ok and joined me for a short while before he hit the books. i guess i got a lil jealous reading the stuff, i mean like.. soooo many letters from various girls! ex gf..crush..close friends..hoardes of acquaintances. i know...it's my own fault for being nosey. i probably read 60% of the letters, before getting really affected and stopped reading. now i feel like i don't know the bf as much as i thought i did. and i've been giving the poor guy much worries coz i haven't spoken to him much. ah well. i have to let go of these issues. but it's really difficult to just ignore it. it's even harder to accept that he belonged to someone else yesterday, though he may be mine today, he could be someone else's tomorrow. faded into oblivion @ 11:55 PM blogger the person behind the computer.
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