I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.
Saturday, August 4, 2007

woke up at 3.30am coz i was having a disturbing
dream nightmare. i cant remember where i was, but there were loads of spiders slightly larger than the size of a hand crawling about.. the size of tarantulas but it wasnt that species. at least they didnt look like it. and i was busy swatting them with a thick folded slab of newspapers. it felt like those arcade games..you gotta whack the pest a few times before it disappears/dies. just that it was very real. after a while in my dream, i kinda started imagining 'what if i come across a pregnant spider and i whack it and all the babies start
flying crawling out?!' like eewwww.. or 'if i spray bygon or some insecticide on the pregnant spider, and it dies but the baby spiders feed on the mother's flesh and grow an immunity to the insecticide, wont i have a problem killing it in future?'
ok.. grossed out.
i hate spiders. why do i have such weird dreams recently??
faded into oblivion @ 11:51 AM
blogger the person behind the computer.

14 feb 1986
daughter
sister
lab tech
desires the wants & needs.
ppdcl
diving license
class 2b license
contact lens
balmain watch
hong kong shopping trip
bangkok shopping trip
taiwan shopping and foodie trip
trip to japan
pc
learn cantonese
nintendo ds lite
wii