But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you.
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I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you. We move on, put those dreams away Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day. How could I know that everything would change? Except the way I miss you. Wednesday, October 8, 2008
~ blog revival in progress ~
faded into oblivion @ 2:16 PM Saturday, March 1, 2008
my fav on american idol. brooke white.
demure. pure. beautiful. she just grows on you. she's awesome. this is why.... the other girl that's pretty darn good as well is ramiele malubay. cute girl. sweet and so polite that it's quite scary. solid voice. faded into oblivion @ 12:31 AM Friday, February 29, 2008
it's february 29th. and i thought i should post something on this day, which comes once every four years. every leap year.
there's a movie showing called, the leap years, starring wong lilin and ananda mathew everingham. based on an irish leap year tradition that 'no man will refuse any requests of a lady. seems interesting enough and its said to have a spectacular man-made rain scene along esplanade bridge too. it's sold out in most of the popular cinemas. dang. i hope to meet someone who is born on feb 29. he/she'd only be 5 this year. while i'm already 22. damn. if i was born on feb 29th, with a birthday only once every four years, i'd make sure to have a hell of a party each time. with an annual birthday, it just loses its meaning and it becomes just another day. just another year. my 22nd was a quiet affair. having it on valentines' day didnt help either. but that will be updated in another entry. i'm 22 already. sigh. february 29th. 20mins before the first of march 2008. another uneventful day. like all others. hopefully there'd be more to share in 2012. faded into oblivion @ 11:40 PM Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy birthday to me! birthday updates will be up the next time i get the urge to update. ha. faded into oblivion @ 12:01 AM Monday, February 11, 2008
here comes the almost only once a month update.
since i've quit my job, i've been really busy. super busy. very busy. . . . busy sleeping. so busy sleeping that i've been skipping breakfasts. busy watching tv. so busy watching tv that i've watched the entire heroes season 1 during the star world heroes marathon. busy shopping. so busy shopping that i still dont have anything new to wear. busy occasionally catching up with friends. so busy catching up that i dont have pictures to show. well, that's why i haven't been updating nor do i have pictures to upload. ha.besides school, relief teaching, looking for interesting part time jobs/contract jobs, i've been nuah-ing at home. although i keep telling myself to get my ass out of the house to exercise, but you know the outcome without me explaining further. life has been rather mundane. something which i cant seem to change no matter what i do. but i'm still trying to inject more excitement into. chinese new year was a pretty quiet affair. visiting my paternal grandma, 8th grandaunt and maternal grandmother on the first day and ending with only my dad's brothers playing mahjong at our place. the second day was more eventful though. went to Giant IMM to look for mahjong table. sold out. so rushed down to visit my 9th granduncle first. drove up to Giant Tampines to look for mahjong table. the table was sold out even before cny. amazing. coz i was there the day before the eve of cny and i swear i saw a row of tables. did a car hop (dad's to cousin's) at the road shoulder under a flyover along TPE. went gaming with two cousins, my bro and the bf in cineleisure. was used as target practice in counter strike source. sobz. almost always the first one taken out. but the adrenalin rush was crazy. ran around like a mad man(the game doesnt have female avatars) carrying the most expensive machine gun. had really expensive fast food chicken with service at the basement. totally not worth the price. kfc tastes much better, not to mention cheaper. went to bukit batok driving range. my first time whacking golf balls. my cousin has a set of clubs in his car and brought bf and i to try our hand at golf while he practise his swings. i stubbornly refused to to use the gloves and was rewarded with two huge blisters on my thumbs. spent the rest of the night watching my uncles play mahjong at our place til 3am. that's cny. i'm not too pleased with it. i havent had enough goodies this cny. i didnt stuff my face with goodies like i used to. which makes this cny forgettable. no kok chai, no love letters, no bak kwa. sigh. p.s. ven's daily blog entry is impressive. i dont think i could achieve a daily entry man. *claps* faded into oblivion @ 5:07 PM Thursday, January 10, 2008
Happy Birthday YY!! finally decided to update. and chose your birthday to do so. happy or not? haha, you'd probably not read this on your birthday but it's ok, Happy Birthday! 7th jan 2008 chose today to celebrate yy's birthday. evelyn and i decided to surprise her by bringing her to muthu's curry! i think it's her first time having indian food other than prata.   we ordered too much food and were struggling to finish. and the food wasnt as tasty as the last time i had it. was a little disappointed. but it was something different from our usual makan places and we just caught up on each other's lives and chatted the night away. we proceeded to esplanade. while evelyn and jaclyn disappeared for a whole hour, yy and i watched a mini piano concert inside the esplanade. the two lost sheep came back with.....   even though we were stuffed from all that indian food, we managed to eat half the cake la!   with these babes, i can be myself. we can make jokes of each other and not get offended. i can be in a really horrible mood and they'd understand, try to find out my problems and dish out sound advice. i just hope we could meet up more often. a little update of dec07/jan08.. i've quit my job. it was a dead-end job which i didnt quite like. it sapped the life out of me. each day i wished i didnt have to go back to that dreary place to waste 8hrs of my life. each day i just got more annoyed and frustrated. many times i wanted out. but i stuck to it coz i didnt have any other plans. i was too afraid to leave and too afraid to try someplace new. but at least that is over. 15th dec 07 was the last day. the new girl came in just 2 days before i left. by that time, i couldnt really be bothered to train her much. i just unloaded my duties, made sure she sorta grasp the concept, then poof! i was gone. i didnt get a farewell meal or anything. but i bought bengawan solo kuehs for them colleagues. my lab partner and a colleague shared and got me a levi's denim folder and a pretty necklace as parting gift lor. so touched. i bought them pizza for lunch =) xmas and new year's went past rather quietly for me with so much time on my hands after quitting, i've been catching up on movies and mahjong! spent xmas day at sylvia's place playing mahjong from midnight to 4 or 5am. then new year's day from 5pm to 7am. the stakes were only 10cents/20cents, and i won $2.60 on the first night. ahahah! everyone was so zoned out and with the winnings soo little, it was just -.-" on everyone's faces. looking forward to more mahjong sessions this year =) oh, and i went on a cruise on Superstar Virgo from 2jan08 - 4jan08. my first time on a cruise ship. route: malacca/kl.  we had to take the picture a zillion times coz i couldnt capture the superstar virgo. and he squints in every single picture. -.-      we didnt disembark at kl. we spent quite some time at the casino the night before and just wanted to relax the day away. excuse my following exclamation, it was my first time in a casino. i cant phantom how those gamblers have sooo much money to throw at the tables! they change 1000$ bills. OMG. and they hop from one table to another to place bets, then walk back and forth to check the winnings/losses. only to change even more money to throw on other tables. oh man.. if i had that much money, i'd just spend it on travelling! well... now i'm just waiting to go back to school. i dont know if i'm looking forward to it or dreading it. i guess i'd only find out when my timetable is out and reality sinks in. ha! i've a few tasks in mind that i hope to accomplish in 2008. i hope to: - get into the groove of studying for my degree. - obtain either the diving licence or the ppdcl. - travel to taiwan. return to hong kong/bangkok. - earn some extra moolah and manage my finances. hope things work out better this year. 2007 had more sad moments compared to happy moments. just have to put 2007 behind and look forward to happier moments to come in 2008! have a great year ahead!! faded into oblivion @ 1:27 AM Monday, December 3, 2007
 that's why i dont understand why i'm feeling so bad now when i know it was my idea the more it clears the more i have to let you go. faded into oblivion @ 2:31 PM Saturday, December 1, 2007
ABBA - Knowing Me Knowing You
No more carefree laughter Silence ever after Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa) There is nothing we can do Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa) We just have to face it, this time we're through (This time we're through, this time we're through This time we're through, we're really through) Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go (I have to go this time I have to go, this time I know) Knowing me, knowing youIt's the best I can do Mem'ries (mem'ries), good days (good days), bad days (bad days) They'll be (they'll be), with me (with me) always (always) In these old familiar rooms children would play Now there's only emptiness, nothing to say Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa) There is nothing we can do Knowing me, knowing you (ah-haa) We just have to face it, this time we're through (This time we're through, this time we're through This time we're through, we're really through) Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go (I have to go this time I have to go, this time I know) Knowing me, knowing you It's the best I can do faded into oblivion @ 1:10 AM Thursday, November 29, 2007
i starved myself of shopping for the past two months, mainly to save up and recoup previous impulsive splurges. but the shopping devil has been let loose!
i'm practically shopping everyday in the comfort of my office chair! shopping online, that is. when i was young and naive, i've always window shopped but always go home empty-handed. that's coz i always thought the item will always be there anyway. silly i know..but i didnt have any income. let alone a disposable one. well anyway, i've joined 7 sprees so far this month.. and probably spent around $300. that's just the items. the shipping charges and postage costs havent been factored in yet. ahh.. it's so easy to shop online! i dont have to brave the crowds and i dont have to dig through the racks or bargain bins together with everyone else.. all the clothes online are so beautifully photographed and arranged neatly into categories for easy browsing. it brings impulsive shopping to a whole new level! wahaha you ask, 'what if it doesnt fit?'...wellllll... just put it online or some auction site and sell it off! the downside is the waiting time la. all the items i bought will only arrive next month. *mumblegrumble* overspent this month. sigh. totally busted the limit by buying a phone. bought the sony ericsson w910i yesterday. in havana bronze. i would've gotten the red, but i already feel quite paiseh coz my colleague and judith have it. i wanted to wait for the w960, which is a touch screen phone. but the battery of the current phone, O2 xphone IIm, was so bloated i don't even dare to charge it anymore. i dont want it to explode in my room lor! will post a picture of its bloatedness later. i was so irritated that the keystick wasnt responsive and wanted to open up the keypad to poke around. i took out the backing and then realised that the keypad front can't be taken out. i was so pissed that i was trying to jam the back cover into place. it was THEN that i realised the bloat and that the back cover had to be forced back into place. freak.. i wouldn't have been so paranoid if i didnt notice and went out to buy the w910i. jurong point didnt have the havana bronze lor, and there were like 2 handpone shops and a road show by singtel. i had to go to a singtel's authorized dealer near my place to deliberately buy it. but yea, at least i knew and could prevent myself from harm. so i'm super broke, and i'm waiting impatiently for my pay check. sigh. it's so unnerving to have such a low account balance. ~~~~~~~~~~~ oh.. and i tendered my resignation. finally, i know! did so on the 16th. i was a nervous wreck that day. i was so scared to pass the letter to my boss. contemplated constantly, back and forth, from the time i stepped into office til about an hour before knocking off. i've never resigned before wad. so a bit scared la. didnt know what to say or how to say it. well, i was so chicken that i almost gave up the thought of resigning. it was like an out of body experience. i just psyched myself and willed myself into my boss' office, pretend that i'm just informing him of the status of some paperwork he asked me to do. then BAM! i shook as i handed the letter to him. my hands went cold instantly, and i stuttered as i tried to explain myself more coherently. but the boss was rather understanding. he was quite nice about it.. just smiled and said ok...er ok. and that was that! my first resignation. i think i'm happier now. knowing that this will end soon. the month will pass quickly. eagerly anticipating yet afraid of what's to come. i've been spending most of the time in office nowadays. no longer running between the lab and office. the pace has slowed down much. maybe that's the reason of shopping more too. coz i'm always surfing and shopping online. ahah.. i've even cleared the huge pile of DO to update on the stock cards. the pile started late october and accumulated daily. yet each day i procrastinate and ignore the growing mountain. i'm glad that's finally done. it seems there isnt gonna be a replacement. still a few things to do before i wash my hands off matters and wave goodbye to this place. can't hardly wait! faded into oblivion @ 3:46 PM Tuesday, November 13, 2007
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